just came back from German Christmas Market with a bunch of lovers and we are having a random tipsy night. homesickness just kick me again! how i wish my family were here with me. i miss home, and again!
aghhh, my homesickness hit on me when i decide to sleep a lil bit early than usual, for health's sake *crap*. i was reminded by the conversation with my family this afternoon and i really miss them, all of them, my home, my family, my pet, my friend, everything in my country. I'm used to be daddy-daughter and i always be till forever. i know my parent love me very much, they worry about me being alone at another place, worry about my health, worry about my feel, worry about my study whether i still can handle it or not, and many. at the same time, i worry about them worry about me. i miss them, and i wish to hug them, but i couldn't.
life change drastically when i came over. i know there will be some changes in my life before i step into a new environment, but i never know how it feels until i know. Now, i know! it might be a good thing and bad thing as you can learn to be independent, strong and many thing i couldn't tell meanwhile homesickness gonna hit on you very bad when you're lonely or nothing to busy on.
i have to do everything on my own. go to grocery, plan your meal, carry all the stuff, walk all the way, cook for yourself, wash for yourself..everything on myself. everything is new to my life and i very appreciate that i learned. i even appreciate my life back in my place and it lets me know how good is my life. wake up early in the morning, waiting friend to pick you up for lunch without worry what you gonna eat for the day, what you gonna do for the day or night, and you never be alone. Hi, my BFF, i miss you guys so so much!
the weather is getting bad, real bad! i hate rain, i hate strong wind and i hate storm! =(
tomorrow's way too far away, and we can't back yesterday, but we are young right now, so get up right now, cause we all got is right now!
Random road trip and barbecue party at Port Dickson Glory Beach Resort. Yay, we all like random trip comes from random thought, or maybe a random scam at first. Hello PD after so long!
nothing we can do in PD except barbecue. some might think why we need to do pd for barbecue, so sorry that i couldn't answer you because we have no idea as well. getaway maybe? the sea? the air or the wave? whatever. food or maybe uncooked food with beer, perfect match! of course thing that we never missed it are stupid games, trust me, it is really stupid!
Girls on fire! do not mess up with us!
i'm gonna miss them very much. i'm leaving so soon. 49 days left.
what a exhausted + bad week! something always happened unexpectedly. well, that's life, so what a life! spent the whole week finding accommodation at Bristol which is almost fully occupied by UWE students. Such a dilemma decision! i have no idea on choosing which accommodation! inside campus or outside campus? the rate of course such a big different but choosing inside campus will make your life easier and bleeding inside your pocket at the same time. i have no idea how's life living with strangers aka future housemates. Please! please don't steal my food! LOL that's usually happen when you sharing one and only fridge with housemates. who know?? I'm so tired. tired of settle everything that can't work well! Thing like challenging my patient and emotion, it eventually turns me down and stress! i hope everything can be finish as fast as possible. let me have a fresh start and i will pray hard to god, thanks for letting me happy.
Oh hey, back to blog! kind of weird since after i decide not to post any in here. so yea, I miss the blogging time, seriously, and that's why i'm typing right now on my keypad *you don't say!*. Back in 2012, i was busying with my study and some complicated stuff. I'm not the perfectionist but i have a goal on my study which i always study quite, hard quite stress, and eventually burst out and cry out loud because of those shitty bad mark on my assignment and final paper.
Semester 1: woah, good! keep it up!, Semester 2: Woah, really good! happy till die!, Semester 3; hmm, bad because lousy than previous semester, Semester 4; HELL! The worst thing ever happened in my 20's life. So..waiting for Semester 5 in a new life in a new environment, new university outside of my home country, new friends and future boy friend perhaps. lol. i'm sort of excited to leave! can't imagine how is my life if i were there without my family-including my maid treating me like a princess, my badass-buddy aka a bunch of my BFF hanging around and party every weekend, good food in my country, etc..